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A journey of faith from one continent to another

Stories of faith, life, and love from an AmeriKenyan perspective.

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12/28/2013

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After many years of wishing, hoping, thinking, praying, planning, and dreaming, I am finally married and living in Africa.

Experiencing God
I first came to know the Lord in 1989 because of a prayer miracle. Even as a four year old I was boy crazy, and the target of my affection was the Italian crooner Carmen. Every lyric was committed to memory, every song had an original skit or dance, and every wall in my bedroom had his face on it. One day I told my mom that I wanted to pray for Carmen to come to Salina, KS to do a concert. My mom didn't laugh in my face often, but even she couldn't keep from doing the ole' spit take at this request.  Nevertheless, no matter how ridiculous the request, my mom would never pass up an opportunity to pray, so she indulged me and let me pray for the impossible. Every night I made the same request, praying as fervently as a four year old can, until the day came that I got word of a Carmen concert happening at the bi-centennial center in Salina. Apparently the Lord was not too busy to hear the prayers of a child praying in earnest, because He definitely made the impossible happen. I gave my life to Him once and for all at that concert. God not only heard me pray, but He was moved to action by my prayers. I'm finding that since that moment in time He has never ceased to listen and respond to me. At times the answers come years after I expect them, but He has always proven Himself to be faithful to keep His promises to me. So no matter the length of time or the hairiness of the situation, I can hold on to hope.

Loose Cannons
Ray and I have now been in Kenya as a married couple for just a few weeks, but we're already finding that the reverberations of the initial culture shock I've experienced continue to rock the fledgling foundation of our marriage. The biggest tremor we feel rumbling beneath every heated discussion is the uncertainty of plans within this culture. Each morning I opened my eyes in the States, whether I realized it or not, I had a mental to-do list. Though I'm not the most organized person, I would still manage to get everything on my list done, for the most part. To be successful in America, in the most basic sense, it's pretty imperative that you have some degree of structure and organization happening in your life. People who don't have a plan come off as being "loose cannons", too unpredictable.

"This Is Africa"
Unfortunately for me, "unpredictable" is the definition of life here in Kenya. When I came for the youth conference last year, I was introduced to the saying, "This is Africa" (T.I.A.). I had initially come as the musical guest for the conference, but because the main speakers weren't able to make it, I became the main speaker and the musical guest. Oh, and I was to speak once or twice a day for two hours at a time! T.I.A. Now that I'm married and trying to adjust to the culture, this phrase has become a whole new beast. When Ray says he'll be home in two hours and Nairobi traffic plus various other delays cause him to come home after twelve hours... T.I.A. When we try to budget for traveling expenses and our main source of transportation is the matatu, which is never the same price depending on the traffic, weather, or the attitude of the tout handling money... T.I.A. When I'm writing this blog in a cyber cafe and the power goes off twice (true story)... T.I.A. Basically I'm learning that it's very difficult to make plans here whether they be short-term or long-term. All you can do is put your plans in God's hands and know that something will work out to your benefit in the end.

A God-given Coach
Like most Americans, I could try to be rigid and make everyone follow the structure I'm used to (i.e. start/show up to events on time), but I will find myself without friends in a minute. The key to surviving here is flexibility. Likewise, the key to the survival of our marriage is flexibility... what a coincidence! Currently, when things don't go the way I plan, I either pout, go mute, or cry... for hours at a time. My muscles clearly need to be trained to stretch a lot more! I praise God for my husband though. I can't imagine trying to acclimate to this culture without him. As I'm striving to become more flexible, he has been an extremely gentle, patient coach. He's really teaching me that patience is a virtue, and because he believes me to be a virtuous woman, that trait should be more evident in my life.

So many issues we face here are completely out of our control, and for those of you that know me, that is not something I prefer... actually, I'd say that's probably true for most American women; yet life goes on and we have to decide if we're going to jump into the raging waters and trust that the One who once calmed the sea will help us navigate the current or if we're going to wait until the waters still before we jump in.

Here's my reality check: the current will never settle and I'll never feel "ready" to jump, but just as I did at the age of 4 when faced with an impossible situation, I'm going to choose to jump into the unknown holding on to Ray's hand and to hope that God didn't bring me this far to leave me.

 


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Shirlene link
12/26/2013 10:21am

Beautiful writing .... Have u ever thought of writing? Like novels and stuff... I can smell some real talent!!!!

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Angie
12/26/2013 1:03pm

You're an amazing woman sam. i Moved to hutch and Feel the samw way. mine is More going from single Mom to couple. But i too Feel that i would go Anywhere and Do anything as Long as scott is With me.

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Rudo
12/26/2013 3:07pm

Ohhhh Sam!!! Lol.. im enjoying reading this.. TIA... i had to live with that phrase and still do.. u got this miss u...

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Michaela
12/26/2013 4:27pm

I'm so glad you started the blog! It sounds like we're similar. I do not like being flexible, but am trying to learn. I'm praying for you during this transition time.

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margie
01/04/2014 5:59pm

Hi Sam and Ray! Thank you for sharing from your heart! This is an inspiring "window" into your life. It blessed me very much! Take care and God bless my friend.

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S'ambrosia Wasike
01/06/2014 4:41am

Thank you for your prayers, Michaela. And thank you for encouraging me to do this blog. It really has become a great outlet for me in this season. I hope all is well with you and your family.

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S'ambrosia Wasike
01/06/2014 4:43am

Lol, I'm glad you get so much pleasure out of my pain, Rudo. Haha. Congrats on graduating, by the way!

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S'ambrosia Wasike
01/06/2014 4:46am

Still looking into your idea of doing freelance here in Kenya. Hope something works out. Thanks for the encouragement.

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S'ambrosia Wasike
01/06/2014 4:48am

So glad it was a blessing to you. You have been and still are a blessing to us, Margie. You know I've actually been thinking about you. One of the shirts you sent with me last year was passed on to one of the orphans that Ray's aunt adopted. He wears it practically everyday, so I have a constant reminder of you. ;)

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margie
01/07/2014 4:33pm

Awww! That blesses my heart! It's awesome how God works! Just a little reminder of Salina, Kansas :) and the love you have from here. Thanks for that God! And thanks for letting me know. :)

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